During March through May of this year, I tried for three different jobs in the school district I am working part-time in. For whatever reason or another, I wasn't able to get any of them. At first it was a little frustrating, but I decided that I did not know all of the reasons and that I could move on through my Savior Jesus Christ. I often prayed to my Heavenly Father for help and understanding and the courage to keep going. I know that many of my family members were also praying for me and my family whom I thank whole-heartedly. Each time, my heart was healed and I was able to move on. I have felt peace and know that everything will work out and be alright, and that the Lord will provide a way for my family to make it financially through these difficult economic times. Since trying for these jobs, I have watched many blessings occur in my life. First of all I have been given three part-time job opportunities this summer through the school district to make more money. Most importantly, I have actually been grateful that I didn't receive any of the original jobs that I applied for so that I can be home more and raise my 2 year old daughter. Though it would have been great to have more money, I would have been so sad to leave her for a full day. I am so grateful to a loving Heavenly Father and my Savior Jesus Christ for helping me find this peace.
A few weeks ago, my step sister (whom I have been so blessed to meet about 12 years ago when my mother married my step father after my father died) got bucked off of a horse and got kicked in the head. She was life-flighted to a larger hospital and has been there since. I have watched as family members turned to the Lord instead of getting angry. I have also watched as they found peace. After 72 hours which is a very critical time, my step sister was showing tremendous signs of improvement. She is now in physical and mental therapy relearning some of the things that she knew before the accident. She is improving every day, and the doctors are very hopeful. Through this process, I have admired how my step sister's family has turned to the Lord and found the strength to carry on as well as peace that all will be well.
So today I am so grateful for the gospel of Jesus Christ and the knowledge that it gives us to have faith in Jesus Christ and turn to him in all situations. I testify that this is such an easier way. We could choose to be angry at situations or at people and carry so much more grief for a much longer time. When we turn to the One who suffered everything that we will ever go through and knows the hearts and intents of others, we can instead find peace and joy in life and have the strength and courage to carry on. I am grateful for the gospel in my life that shows us their is a grand plan and that the Lord is in charge. I know that the Lord can help any situation work for our benefit if we allow him to.